Wednesday, February 09, 2005

tears new times

it's been a funny couple of days, partly through lack of sleep, then i woke up today really happy by contrast, partly through it being my day off (although i have essays to mark), one of those funny times in which i'd liked to have cried but circumstances meant i didn't let myself, being at work, being with other people...

so it surprised me just now reading one good thing, her appreciation of her sons early learning teacher (can't bring myself to use the word kindergarten... images if the governor of california..) to be welling up and spilling a few, not surprising because of the post, beautiful thing it is, just nice i guess... i love crying,

i started work yesterday in the new semester, new regime, the dust hasn't settled yet from the mad end to the last semester, the tax return mixed in with all that frenetic teaching of improvisation workshops...

my teaching very much influenced by harmonic experience, although i confused my students a little so i need to find a cleaner way of getting to it...

feeling excited about writing music, want to get this place geared up to creation, being able to reacord keys almost immdiately over anything i program, actually the same in relation to recording voice, have it all right there ready to go...

gonna go over to record some keys for cameron dundee some day soon, he sang me his riffs after the kyo gig @ the spitz on sunday, a face who pops in and out of the raison d'etre community, although he's probably there more than i am...

x

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