folly

just about to find out if what i'm doing now is a waste of time, i'm going to be very short on sleep tomorrow, pretty short on sleep today but i'm getting better at sleeping with my lover which is a skill that i often forget.

we had the tech rehearsal for the play today, when i could have been hanging out with her, these things demand time from us and i guess i'm glad of it, what am i saying of course i'm glad of it, it stretches my skills... that's always a good thing,

the river sound i recorded was not appropriate for one of the scenes that it's needed for so i've been eq'ing it and chopping it up and messing with it until it works, this thing i'm doing now i realise i've miscalculated slightly so i'm redoing it now...

creating a varied loop of the river thames, all the sounds i (& she, remotely) could find on the internet were not really right...

still got a fair bit of work to do even when this river is done,

i guess i'll be in bed by 4 (well i hope so),

up at 7:30, that'll be 3 and a half hours sleep...

and i could have saved myself some time by doing that differently,... oh well, always the way, when you need to be getting on quickly because you need your sleep you are befuddled by sleep deprivation, the name of several of my tunes of yesteryear...

was due to be meeting D the D tomorrow night, having cancelled him last week to spend time with her, him having cancelled me the week before which was the impetus for me to ask her out for a drink, tomorrow night i've been roped into more stuff for the play so a genuine excuse... maybe i'll see him before the year is out, next monday is currently our plan.

funnily enough, the event which named him D the D was a band rehearsal that S in this play was at, she being one of the singers in that band all those years ago... odd how these thing loop wierdly...

anyway, more work calls,

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