wrapped in a blanket with zombies

dinah is out with school friends digging the halloween pub vibe...

i've been finishing off an experimental film i started a couple of weeks ago which i'm really happy with...

in fact, here it is (if i can):

last night floopy was round and we smoked and played cards until quite late, as usual the smoke got my head rotating and i couldn't sleep, loads of ideas for the film, for today's lesson...

so in the end i got between 1 & 3 hours sleep, i taught well, but in a meeting afterwards i was pretty dead, bumped into lovely M on the way back, he teaches in an amazing building i've been watching being built on my way into work these last few months...

so all afternoon i was editing, titling,

then i watched sigar ros on virgin central, the last day to catch it as the month brings different free tv things,

at one point a brass band wanders through the concert, it was lovely and it made me cry, lack of sleep partly to do with that...

so earlier on, after dinah had left and my film was rendering, i found "dawn of the dead 78" in instalments on dailymotion, so i watched a few instalments, shifted over to the sofa for the last part of dead set which was daftly gory but still very good i thought... 00's zombies who can run...

now i'm back with the 70's zombies, waiting for dinah to come home and for my film to be embeddable...

x

slightly teo

Yr3wk19 hammond, bass & drums
Uploaded by longcathadroncollider

slightly teo because for the 1st time ever in the weekly improvisation i took several bits and glued them together,

like teo macero used to do on miles davis's albums... also he died in february and it's nice to name check him...

this was recorded last thursday but it took until now to get it together... partly because i did a gig on saturday... with the spanner jazz punks... which was great, dinah came and she was invited onto the stage by the magician to great success...

we just had a skype conversation with spski... out there... but actually quite appropriate for him, we were visual but he wasn't...

and then telly...

on E4 every night this week they're showing a 5 part horror/big brother thing created by charlie brooker, he of biting tv review fame... and it's really great, instead of the credits at the end of each episode it just says deadsetcredits.com, it's outrageously cool, davina mccall is a zombie in it...

so that's great (dinah not so keen) and i'm also watching newsroom from the beginning of series 1, (always a good place to start), it's canadian, good so far x

home again

a little while ago, dinah changed the sheets on the bed as she does each week, and balthazara chose those freshly cleaned sheets on the bed to vomit on...

so she's been banned from the bedroom, except at night when we're in there...

and it's been breaking my heart...

that bedroom and that cat belong together...

then yesterday dinah agreed that if i was to deal with all aspects of a possible future balthazara vomit in the bedroom scenario then she could go back to unaccompanied access to the bedroom...

contented cat x

Yr3wk18 piano, voice, harmonium

Yr3wk18 piano, voice, harmonium
Uploaded by longcathadroncollider

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primordial soup

there was a drier in the bedroom, various bits of laundry, cushion covers, underwear, the like...

it's one of these standing up ones, that get thinner as you pull them out, the same kind of mechanism to those cartoon extend-a-hands...

anyway i woke up holding on to it, as if it were the answer... i think that if i'd put it down while i was still asleep it would have remained standing, but being as i woke up as i was holding it it all went wrong and i got back into bed with it lying awkwardly on the floor...

i've been reading a copy of scientific american that floopy & T found when they were moving and assumed it was mine (it wasn't, but it is now), and it's concerned with theories of the early universe...

the words primordial soup came up, and now i'm writing a tune based on a cycle of 5ths going up to exactly the point where another cycle of 4ths will bring it back down to the same place...

this on the rhodes, i'm going to add harmonium & voice later...

it's primordial, and currently quite soupy...

i've got a tin of lentil soup in the cupboard and you know what, i'm going to primordially eat/drink it...

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dawn project

floopy was round last night, he of mental driving from london to oxford on friday night, oxford to liverpool saturday, liverpool to shrewsbury to london yesterday...

we played a bit of death match then some cards, smoked a bit...

he got in a cab around 4am and i was typically too mentally active to sleep, i played love is lies on later with jools holland (with horns) in my head, always a good creative space for arrangement/composition...

then i realised i wanted to see the world, check out the dawn project and the green man... sadly the sun was a bit misty when it finally got going this morning so not a perfect experiment... but great to be out there, i miss the dawn project, that time for myself in the disused railway, taking video of whatever i fancy...

i was cycling to work on thursday, along the canal and i didn't have a whole lot of time to get there but it was just such a killer day, how could i not stop and take pictures/video?

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love was lies

i realise that i'm quite affected by the autumn, a mild depression has been around me for a week or so...

and then yesterday morning i suddenly wanted to sing "love is lies" the desperately sad song i wrote over 4 years ago about the situation between me & E, long since over and in fact i haven't set eyes on her for at least a year, if not 2 or 3 years now...

so i had that lovely thing happen where i can remember some of the music/lyrics and i sing what i know, then gradually the whole song comes out of my memory - bit by bit...

i've been singing it for two days and in fact i'm evolving the arrangement of it also, this is because i'm thinking of an album and i'm putting this song into the album - i think...

it's a good day to do it because i'm doing all kinds of crazy things inside my computer so it's good to leave it alone while it thinks...



i'm currently moving all of "berger" (all of my hard drives are named after writers) over to "cortazar", from one 500Gb drive to another 500Gb drive...

once this is done i'm going to convert "berger"'s file system from FAT32 to NTFS - this will mean i can have files that are over 4Gb, something that i tend to have these days what with videos floating about, until now i haven't been able to move such massive video files over to "berger" and i didn't know why...

i'm hoping that once "berger" is NTFS - as "cortazar" is - i'll be able to plug them both in through the eSATA PCI card that came with "berger", currently "cortazar" is not connected by eSATA - it's connected with USB2, which is much slower...

of course making "berger" NTFS might mean the eSATA PCI can't see it either which would mean i'd have to convert "cortazar" to FAT32 as well to make it work with the eSATA card, although eSATA PCI cards can't be too expensive, maybe i should just get another one...

anyway, techyness aside, the other news is that floopy & T have left their house over near seven sisters, they've got a place closer to us which becomes avilable in 3 weeks and in the mean time floopy has got himself a workspace up in enfield where all their stuff now is, cleo (hunka munka) has gone up to liverpool to be with dinah's sister F, T is going to spend the 3 weeks in wales and floopy will be sleeping over @ spski's probably, while working in enfield...

once they're in the new place floopy will continue working in enfield and there are even plans beyond the new place, but they're not certain...

i spent wednesday last week helping floopy move stuff up to enfield and spski did the same on thursday & friday...

it's a mental time and i'm almost jealous of the change - strange but there you have it...

jai shri krishna improvisations galore

Yr3wk17 rhodes & sax with Dan Spanner
Uploaded by longcathadroncollider

well, it's been awhile seen i posted my improvisations, so these 3 videos are the last 3 week's improvisations, i was going to wait until dailymotion had sorted out them out but for some reason they haven't yet dealt with the 1st 2, but they sorted out the 3rd one (this week's),

probably because the following 2 are both over 20 minutes long, so maybe it's a different department who does them, i wonder if they will ever sort them out? anyway here they are:





i went into jai shri krishna yesterday, after having seen it existed when me & dinah were on the top deck of a bus going out for for a meal and drinks the night we'd been kissing for 3 years (also the day i did the 1st of these 3 improvisations - the one at the bottom)... it's in turnpike lane and it makes me so happy it's there, the original jai being just too far to get to from here...

the food was good, not exactly like jai's but close and fair enough, it's got to have it's own identity...

anyway, laters... x

no improvisation but science

it's been a funny week for the improvisations, very synthy...

last thursday i recorded last week's improvisation, i lost a day or so through that LAME mp3 mess that was inflicted on me, then then finally it was ready to upload on sunday, standard fair really, i've fallen into doing the improv on sunday fairly frequently recently...

the video was/is 24 minutes long, i uploaded it to dailymotion, who have a 20 minute limit, unless you specify that it's creative content, in which case someone has to check that it is, and then you can publish it...

well i didn't realise this at the time, i was just confused that i couldn't put it anywhere even though it was up there, also i'd uploaded it to googlevideo and they'd just lost it, it didn't show up anywhere in their system, so i thought, forget googlevideo, this is why i'm moving over to dailymotion anyway...

but after a few days of dailymotion not confirming my video (i think they take anything between 3 & 6 days - that's a guess), i decided to upload it again to googlevideo - who magically found the 1st one i uploaded, so that's now adorning my myspace and longcat.net, but i think i'll wait until the dailymotion one is done before i put it up here... dailymotion will be the better quality of the two...

so yesterday i did this week's improvisation, partly spurred on by the thought of losing the NORD synth, and partly consciously doing it early in the week to give dailymotion more time to sort themselves out so i can publish it by sunday,

and this one (rendering now) is 22 minutes long, over the dailymotion limit so the same thing will happen with this...

i'll start uploading it tonight and dailymotion will hopefully get it through before sunday...

in general, what with my working week being so empty at the start of the week it does make sense to do it this way,

the new...

rehearsed again with spanner jazz punks last night, it could well be great with them... gigging in some kind of circus cabaret with them on the 25th of october

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inspiration

i didn't notice back in february but teo died,

he of in a silent way, bitches brew fame...

only fairly recently did i discover that both these wonderful miles davis albums had been made by Teo Macero stitching together 50 minutes / 100 minutes from all kinds of hours of miles davis taping everything...

i've been listening to some herbie hancock 70's albums after talking about them in last week's spanner jazz punks rehearsal, also a couple of talk talk albums that yimkin put me onto, their last 2,

then i was reading about in a silent way and i found out teo was gone so i find a teo interview... he raves about all these crazy audio machines he had the technicians @ columbia make for him, this being the 50's and 60's and they didn't have what we have now...

he describes putting "he loved him madly" (a miles tune on get up with it for duke ellington, who died in 1974 when the album was made) through one such machine and suddenly it sounded like it was duke ellington's band, and teo mixed duke ellington so he should know...

in the meantime i've got hold of chillout by the KLF, probably because bill drumond came to a bookshop in woodgreen last week, although i couldn't go because of said SJP rehearsal...

this 1991 album strangely intertwined in my head with the talk talk stuff, different worlds, but overlapping none-the-less...

then in another moment i read that spirit of eden (the 1st of the last 2 talk talk albums - 1988) is partly inspired by the miles tune - he loved him madly...

linking in these worlds as well...

i don't have he loved him madly in digital form, but i've got it on vinyl and i listened to it this afternoon with a crafty smoke, and it is heaven on a stick...

listening to it made me want to plug the NORD (which is leaving me sometime soon, back to it's original owner, lack of funds) into the effect loop of the rhodes to take advantage of the vibrato...

so i did and i've been making some great music with it x

rendering

leaving aside the fact that this week's improvisation took 30 hours to render (because of foolishness), in a normal week, with this new way of working with dailymotion,

let's say 9 hours of rendering, plus 2 hours of uploading...

set against 3 hours rendering and about an hour's uploading...

that's quite a bit of extra time, every week,

when i 1st started making video's i was rendering bits of video which took 30 minutes or so, sometimes as much as an hour and i was surprised... i had my rhodes right there by the computer and in the period i wrote a number of different chord sequences, 2 of which became songs for my dinah (the neurotic love song, long may this be true)...

over time i got used to the amount of time video took to render, it became less special, the time flew by and i didn't necessarily do anything productive like writing chords...

but this new paradigm, it's such a leap in terms of time, i'm really noticing it and it's like a gift of time, time i can't spend in front of this computer....

i'm reading more,

harmonic experience is looking at me with a suggestive tilt... motioning (or implying motion) towards the harmonium...

i have an album to write now, i don't know if i've mentioned it, but i think i want to do an album, songs from the past few years, including pre-dinah tunes like:

love is lies,
harbour walls,
on my mind,

and then dinah's:

long may this be true,
the neurotic love song,
stardust,
it ain't gonna stop,

the stranger tune...

when i wake up? - maybe,

and then who knows how many other tunes i have yet to write...

also, while i've got this small work life i want to take advantage of the freedom,

time...

PS - i didn't get out of bed before 11:30, the dawn project part 2 will have to wait a little longer x

dawn project part 2

so, i know it sounds unlikely, but i think i'm getting up very early tomorrow to check out the dawn project part 2...

when i do it it will only take half a day, from 8am ish to around 1 pm...

i want one of these amazing days like we've had for the last few...

my moog improvisation is still rendering, it's rendered twice already, i downloaded some software for an obscure purpose and it messed up my rendering, even though it wasn't involved in said rendering at all, it messed it up,

and i didn't work it out until after i'd rendered it twice, 10 hours each time,

i'm fairly sure i've fixed the problem, the piece of software was a demo and it said it would only work for a few minutes until i registered it,

well what they didn't say was that they would also make someone else's codec (which is free, and which i was using already) not work for more than a few minutes...

the LAME mp3 codec that i use with virtualdub to achieve nice high bitrates for mp3 audio, this retard piece of software made this not work after a couple of minutes of audio...

this is what i think happened... tomorrow i'll wake up and before i go and investigate the dawn project part 2 & i will see whether this last render has worked or not...

i uninstalled the troublesome program, reinstalled all my codecs...

fingers crossed...

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waking up (or not)

so i slept through my alarms yesterday, i've got this groovy little 2 day work pattern for the minute that starts on a thursday and ends this afternoon and from monday to wednesday i was kind of sick, eating jai krishna food 2 nights in a row...

spent wednesday in my pajamas not leaving the house,

so i woke up with no time at all to spare and not showering would have got me to work faster, but i hadn't washed in two days and for two nights running i'd deliberately sweated a lot to get this cold thing out of me..

if ever i needed a shower...

i got to work ok, and clean... did my 1st proper sessions over @ hammersmithwork which was less trying i think than previous years, although it still can get trying before it gets easier if it wants to...

i improvised on my own afterwards on D's moog which he offered to sell me for a very reasonable price... not a price i can afford on two days work a week but at some point in the future that baby is mine... there's a certain record by can that i possess that D wants and that's going to have to be part of the deal...

and here i am,

dinah woke me with a tea, thankfully, didn't have to rely on the alarms although i think i would have done it ok today... she's now gone off to work and i don't leave the house for an hour... it feels really wierd, bright sunlight, time to spare...

my main computer is currently rendering the improvisation, 24 minutes of it, dailymotion have persuaded me to try it at a higher bitrate so it's slower again than the previous two hugely slow renders... i set it going before i went to bed @ around 1:30am and it's due to finish around noon...

i wonder if this push for better quality video will mean people with slower machines won't be able to see it right? and in that setting does the sound come through ok, i think it does... and the sound is the main thing... anyway, tea... breakfast...

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it's in my nose

i took the precaution of popping down to jai krishna's with my keyboard on my back last early evening and i think their wonderful food moved it along...

it had been in my throat for a few days,

it made me about 10 minutes late for my 1st rehearsal with spanner jazz punks, an 8 piece band run by D spanner, 5 horns up front and keys, bass, drums behind...

the tenor player was missing, and of the remaining 7, 2 of them were me & D,

leaving 5 new to me, of which i already knew 2...

one of whom was sox, he of leaving CM fame, for awhile he's been the longest surviving old school Cmer, but with him gone the mantle falls to me now... strange title...

i now D and him go back quite away so it wasn't much of a leap...

but the other one i know used to be in my blues workshop many, many years ago...

it was my 1st ever teaching job and i did it for maybe 3/4 years... around the time i was still in hotel full of cops... he played cornet in that band, but he's a trombone player now... strangely similar facial hair to me, although his moustache keeps going when it reaches the chin and goes in opposite directions to the ears...

i've found a new provider for my internet video hosting...

a french group called dailymotion who've been around apparently since before youtube...

they offer better definition than either youtube or googlevideo and although i like the idea of keeping all the improvisations in one place, googlevideo have been getting worse over the last few months in terms of bugs and irritating things...

so here's the LHC from a couple of weeks back in the new place:

Longcat Hadron Collider
Uploaded by longcathadroncollider

in particular i like how the longcat icon is better defined in this version, the sound might be better too...

i'm going to have a period of uploading to both while i check out how dailymotion do it, but i think this is where i'm heading x

yr3wk14 rhodes & hammond drawbars

with spski on the drawbars x

glass books god daughter

rather typically i arrived at victoria with only moments to spare and as i was buying a ticket i could see my train pulling away,

meaning that i had 30 minutes to wait so i locked up the bike and went into smiths to get grace a book...

roald dahl compendium... too small writing it turned out, me forever thinking she's older/cleverer than she is...

got onto the train about 10 minutes before it was due to go and got out the glass books of the dream eaters which i've borrowed from floopy and is to be honest even more addictive than half-life 2 was last week...

pleasingly the main character of the 1st chapter got onto a train and just as my own train started moving, so did hers... i found myself looking around me to compare her surroundings to mine but there was no comparison... i did however really enjoy looking out of the window, at the sunlight on the grand buildings around victoria, very much bringing to mind half-life 2 somehow...

i found myself thinking how good it all looked - a moment away from thinking how realistic it all looked,

this reality sure is realistic...

anyway the train pulled into brighton eventually and i cycled along the undercliff path to the beach where it was going on... the only really out of towner this time...

fellow godparent S, josiah of course, her M, S's R, (& H, O, D) H 13 now and asking if he could ride my bike... of course i let him...

josiah's friend P and her R & C...

lovely time... much red wine drunk...

watching the sun set into the sea...

grace wonderful, couldn't quite believe that she's 5 now...

then back to josiah & grace's and some time more or less with grace, R & C... at one point walking around josiah's living room with all three of them dangling from me... so glad grace is in my life and very happy she's so accepting of me even though i only see her about once a year these days...

photo meme

take a picture of yourself right now.
don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture.
post that picture with NO editing.
post these instructions with your picture.

techy

windows xp service pack 3,

arrived this week, and disabled the bottom part of my screen for a few bootups...

this time it's ok but i really hope it's not an intermittent problem, my old computer used to have it and it drove me balmy...

the next time the problem comes back i'm getting rid of sp3, a whole lot of people on the web saying they have problems...

in other techy news i finished half life 2 last night... great game, great story...

good to have it gone though, all together too compulsive...

and finally i'd like to morn the demise of smartftp, free version,

this week they upped sticks and moved to the pay only way and i'm afraid that means i'm parting company with them,

not to worry, filezilla comes running into the fray, a new face (for me), i'm just marking this transition, one gets used to seeing things a certain way when one does a series of actions every single week...

ok another techy thing, i'm thinking of changing the way i do the rendering for the improvisation, it's been a certain way for years, video & audio, wmv & wma, which i learnt from someone as a way to get good clear images on youtube, googlevideo converts it into divx with mp3 audio, so i'm tempted to start delivering divx with mp3 audio straight to googlevideo...

but vegas won't deliver that, at least not with high enough mp3 rates, (56Kbit/sec), so i've found a great program that will make vegas think it's rendering uncompressed video/audio, but is actually freezing time (quite matrix) and delivering the video - frame by frame to whatever other program you wish,

so i'm going from vegas, through frameserver, into virtualdub...

i haven't yet found the best results but i'm heading in the right direction...

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longcat hadron collider

it always feels strange when i haven't blogged in between 2 weekly improvisations,

it was such a mental week last week, including this improvisation, that i simply haven't had the time...

of course part of that mental has been me playing half life 2 which is entirely self inflicted nonsense and indeed did delay the video editing for this improvisation by a few days...

the video editing which took me much longer than usual, partly because of the 4 camera's, partly because of the projector that we forgot to turn off which was projecting the windows xp logo all over the place which i decided to replace with a kaleidoscope wherever i could, and partly for the mad sequence @ about 2:50 minutes...

and if you're in the habit of not watching my improvisations then - shame on you - but apart from that, it's worth checking out at least up to about 4 minutes, even if you don't catch the whole 20 minutes...

it happened on wednesday as promised, the same day the LHC turned on over in switzerland, and of course it's all died down now but around wednesday there were all kinds of news buzz type things going on around it - around the large hadron collider rather than the longcat hadron collider which is what you see below this...

i also had an audition which i'm assuming i didn't get... geek chic jazz trio, met a great double bass player through it though...

anyway i must to bed, just wanted to get some words in there to balance the video's...

at least to 4 minutes if you will ladies and gentlemen:

yr3wk12 rhodes & voice

x

Rachel

felinity came round last night to share the Big Brother final with us...

and frankly it was a shock all the way through...

at the start of the evening i had reluctantly accepted than Rex would probably win...

but the 1st one to leave out of the 5 was Darnell...?

which threw us right out of our expectations... he gave a good interview... i always liked him, he could be way too mean and mixed up at times but he was for me the most honest...

then Rex left after him and it was all too much... we realised that things weren't at all like we thought they were and we dared to believe that Rachel might win...

Rachel who had been nice and lovely all the way through,

Sara was out next...

she shouldn't have been in the final anyway in my book,

and then it was just Mikey and Rachel left...

either of them would have been a good winner but we wanted Rachel even as we thought it would be Mikey...

the look on Rachel's face as the winner was announced was just so shocked... the look on Luke's bitter and mean face later was very pleasing indeed.... we felt like good had triumphed over evil and we yelled with pleasure...

i'm glad it's over, and i'm glad sweet, nice, welsh Rachel won...

lovely to share it with felinity..

goodbye BB9 x

the wire & strangers

so finally it ends, dinah away for the night at floopy's feeding their cat and giving her some love... so i choose to watch the last two episodes of season 5 of the wire...

knowing that it's the last series and there is no more...

it was may when i started watching it, virgin central gave me the 1st episode and i did what i do to get the rest of the 1st season...

then the 2nd season, then the 3rd, the 4th...

and now i'm genuinely sad that it's left my life... such great characters and such a ring of truth to it... truth in a TV way, like i know anything about baltimore police, but it rang true...

anyway, i still want to do the longcat hadron collider next wednesday, i have a few possible believers... i hung out with yimkin today and i look forward to doing more music with the man,

but a story... this concerns my trip into the world on monday, searching for video to my hammond organ thing... i see a man sat on a bench by a bit of grassland... near the reservoirs... and he speaks to me - or rather him being there speaks to me, and late on monday night i realise he could represent another verse in the stranger song...

i don't believe i've mentioned the subject before but it's about a stranger, well several strangers... and somehow after seeing this man (who i also video'd, asking his permission to use it afterwards) another verse and a bit started to work out for me in a way that i love, as though the truth of the situation i'm writing about, or maybe my position within it is becoming clear because of a mad creative journey i went on to do with a different piece of music...

anyway, on tuesday i realised i had to go back to that place near the reservoirs, listening to the instrumental, to write the lyrics... so off i pop, it takes me just over 15 minutes to cycle there, i stay there for awhile writing, it gently starts to work...

i decide to check out closer to the reservoir and the river lee and i get a puncture, and me with no stuff (pump, tire levers, puncture repair kit) so i have to flag down passing cyclists, of which there are many, it being round about rush hour by now and the river lee being quite the bicycle highway...

i get about 5 no's before i get a yes, a nice australian man who works in industrial design, and not only does he have all the necessary stuff but he sets about fixing the puncture for me as well...

so now i have another stranger... another verse if i want it, or maybe a middle 8...

like many things in life, you start looking for something and suddenly you've got too many of them...

longcat hadron collider

as well as my weekly improvisation this weekend, i also recorded another hammond organ improvisation, 15 minutes and i'm kind of addicted to it...

it has something of the interplanetary to it... i think...

so today i went out on my bike with it in my ears and took all kinds of bits of video and pictures (some panoramic) which it's my intention to string together with the music into a film...

in other news, the large hadron collider is due to turn on next wednesday and to mark the occasion i'm considering doing an improvisation with more than the average players and calling it the longcat hadron collider... it'll be yr3wk13..

more on that as it takes shape...

x

yr3wk11 hammond organ improvisation

bites

woke up kind of blue and at some point in the day balthazara came to see me and we had a love-in, always just the ticket...

a little later than this i was lying on the bed with my hand outstretched, reading the new scientist, balthazara was near my hand...

she was in a slightly different mood from the lovely, purring, stroking balthazara, for a little while she was lying half on and half off my hand and she took to licking my hand, then her own fur, then my hand,

i knew what was coming, i smooshed her, (dinah's word) meaning i touched her belly, and she continued to lick me, but suddenly her back legs kicked in and she was kicking at my hand, then biting my hand, then biting and kicking at once, i left the hand there and we did this a few times, drifting from one state to the other...

she bit really hard, not breaking the skin (that fleshy part of the hand between the thumb and the wrist) but stinging quite a bit...

i love that cat x

persepolis... & beyond

i forgot to eat breakfast,

ran out the house down to the prince charles cinema to see persepolis which was wonderful, if a touch too long...

during the film i found some chocolate in my bag from the night before... strange breakfast...

then afterwards i got on the bike and rolled gently downhill to the river, crossing the (non) jubilee bridge, (it doesn't make me cross anymore but i mutter to myself as i cross it these days), then up by the south bank, delighted to see the water sculpture back again (appearing rooms), although the day yesterday was a bit grey for it...



up past the Hayward and through that little passage underneath waterloo bridge, down some stairs and then the booksellers under the bridge...

i found my chess opponent and defeated him a couple of times... eating a few nuts he had,

then continuing along the river, past a crowd of people looking down onto the beach where no doubt someone was sculpting sand, all the way to the tate modern so i could check how long the cy twombly exhibition was on for (until 14th september)...

then over the (non) wobbly bridge,

all this in the way that i used to love doing, still love but somehow i don't have occasion to do it so much anymore, probably since CM moved east and further away from the river, drifting on my bike amongst the bank holiday crowds, (those who weren't carnivaling)... slowing for knots in the people, speeding up when there was the room for it, only having to put my foot down once from waterloo bridge to the tate, slowing to walking pace when necessary...

all the while listening to music, mostly the instrumental version of the song i'm working on at the moment, although the lyrics have slowed to a trickle again for now,

so over the (non) wobbly bridge i go, up toward st pauls, round the side, eventually finding my way onto high holborn, by which time i know exactly where i'm going,

to that church where i lost that piano all those years ago,

and they've got a new grand piano, not brand spanking new but newer than the (lovable) wreck they used to have... it's rolled into a niche so you can't get at the keys easily, but i played a few notes at the top of the keyboard and i'm considering how to get a gig in there...

on leaving there i headed straight up to floopy's and by this time, all that cycling, so little food, i was in quite a strange state... floopy insisted i ate a cheese sandwich and i just about made it home, slumped out in front of an episode of the wire, the last series now showing in my computer, being as i looked and it seems we don't have FX... i though we did, but we don't x

a cautionary tale

this is kind of a continuation of last mondays post... money woes, but hopefully brief and not too glum...

so on monday i thought i could just go to the post office and get money out from my savings account...

this is not true...

then all this week i've been waiting for the savings people to send me a "crossed warrant" which behaves like a check, and i've been convinced that such a thing will clear straight away...

this is not true...

it arrived this morning and i raced over to the bank and paid it in, hoping to be told it had cleared already and i could start getting money again...

the cashier told me it would clear by next saturday... it took me an hour or so to believe her... kind of like that time i arrived for my flight just minutes after the cutoff point and i wouldn't believe that i couldn't just get on the flight...

a little bit like those chickens you hear about who carry on running around when their head has been cut off...

in the airport i refused to believe the truth and it took a concerted effort on the part of the person telling me the truth before i finally accepted it...

today in the bank the cashier was very busy so i raced home in a grump... rang up the bank to be told that neither the person i was speaking to, nor indeed her manager, had ever heard of a crossed warrant... they said go back to the branch...

so i raced back, arrived at the bank but realised i'd left my keys at home and so could not lock my bike up, so i cycled home... got keys... arrived at the bank for the third time, was just about to lock up my bike when dinah rang and told me she'd rang the savings people and they'd confirmed that a crossed warrant still has to clear like an ordinary check...

my lifeless chicken body slumped to the ground...

the world is a bleaker place now that i know the truth...

i'm sure it won't stay bleak for long but bleak it is x

oh and i said it wouldn't be glum... sorry x

yr3wk10 piano & hammond

i look slightly lost in this one, don't know why...

my solution to our financial nothingness was going to arrive today and it hasn't...

the bank holiday looms without funds...

ho hum x

gigged

so my new box has lost it's gig virginity,

went over to hammersmithwork to see G and we ran through the set, me teaching him 2 of mine and him teching me 2 of his...

one of mine being brand new and beautiful... (i think)...

a whole heap of acoustic guitars and vocals on the night, plus us, doing our strangely terrifying thing, a great little band called the mayfly trio, got chatting to them and found them somewhat similar to semble, that great and beautiful now defunk 3 piece from kingston... the mayfly fol not similar musically, but socially i think...

lovely D from hammersmithwork came with his S, along with JTJP... nice to be supported, and to meet S after hearing about her so much from D...

and now i'm simply knackered, still with no money but we do have gas now...

x

yr3wk9 beatnik trio & gig news

and i'm playing a gig @ the cobden club on wednesday, wednesday the 20th of august, going to be me & gareth mitchell, he of the many improvisations he's done with me...

still in a gasless universe over here so we popped over to floopy's to cook & bathe, play chess, cards, smoke, listen to tunes,

an idea for a song came to me while shaving... might come out on wednesday night...

x