like they used to be

a morning like they used to be...

woke @ 8 but declined to get out of bed... knew that i needed the extra few hours...

the project to shift my sleep cycle forward not helped by late night TV...

got up @ 8 yesterday and to pay for it i was fragile most of the day, fragile in both directions, made a tune out of 2 samples, sinatra & fiona apple, looking back i realise that all the sounds in that 2 minute piece of music come from the two samples, so i think that qualifies it for music concrete...

anyway i found it amazingly uplifting, called it end up like i and uploaded it to mypace and my CM page, (where it's called perverse)...

but it was easy falling off the uplift and parts of yesterday were down low...

change in the weather to do with it, also this cloud i've been under/part of for a week or so now...

some paperwork hanging over me, same old financial worries poking their nose in...

so today to guard against the fragile i stayed in bed just a few more hours, balthazara waking me up with intentful, purring bread making by my head at the correct time...

the audition for the new drummer for T's band called off tonight for lack of space so i should be able to get this paperwork off my back, the hardest bit of it being telling the students week after week that it's not ready yet to give back to them...

and then teaching this afternoon should be lovely, given that i have to tell them the above, it's still a blessed module, music told how i wish to tell it...

also been thinking about the wealth of ideas i got teaching how to read music which was one of the courses that got cut this academic year, maybe offering some kind of course online... paid of not paid...?

ok, breakfast then teaching... x