baby bird

7 days have passed since it ended with me & emivore and i'm trying to slightly ritualise this moment, kiss the memories as they pass so as not to be haunted by them...

i saw baby bird yesterday, i didn't have to work over in homerton so after CM in the morning i went over to SP of stepney and Kwo's to meet with the 2-week old...

grace, josiah & M came up as well so it was quite a big visit, grace was irrepressible and i found myself bearing the brunt of her while the grown up's talked...

the baby is wonderful and sp told me a story that i love - that perhaps one day i'll retell here, but not yet...

me & dinah are in communication again, i don't have a huge amount of space for her in my head just now but at least we're talking...

and the sons of anarchy are in my life... i got hold of the 1st season, thinking that the series currently on 5 USA was the 2nd... i was going to catch up with them and then watch them weekly...

they arrived on thursday and i've watched everything but the last episode now,

just checked though, and 1stly the 5 USA thing is this 1st series, so i've already over taken them, and it's shown on wednesday's @ 10, which is when madmen is shown over on BBC4, so that's not going to happen, it looks like i'm going to get hold of as much SOA as i can and consume it madly...

it has helped me this week, what with my small but definite heart break...

also i'm buying the thing i wanted... retail therapy which for once i can afford... but won't be able to afford anything else for a little while...

x

imbolc

being a pagan festival to mark the 1st signs of spring...

and although people generally place it on the 1st or 2nd, i have seen the odd thing putting on the 4th...

yesterday, being the day she was born, was a lovely spring day, unlike the day before or indeed the day after, a rare glimpse of spring...

the festival is a fire festival, out with the old and in with the new, and what is newer than a baby's birth..?

the name is as yet undecided and i'm going to try and find a fire related name for her imbolc nature...

grace says she should be called violet or indigo, (although she also says that if she's called violtet she might turn into a blueberry)...

barbara or bridget maybe...?

x

baby girl

spski & kwo became, this morning, the proud parents of a new baby girl...

in fact, just as i started blogging, he phoned me, he's talking to me right now...

9:31 am this morning x