early morning

late notice cover asked of me today, for tomorrow, so i'll be rising @ 6, leaving the house around 6:45...

nuts... for me of all people...

but at least it means i won't sleep in on tuesday, something i was a little concerned about,

it's for M, M who i mentioned a post or 2 ago, who's been round to look at my rhodes & my moog...

it'll all be over by 2.00, and although that would be stretching it a little, on a normal monday i could sleep until 2... alhtough generally i'm up by 1...

i committed the error of supermarket shopping while really hungry earlier today, and now i have loads of food... i'm sandwiching tomorrow, and probably tuesday as well... i packed tomorrow's lunch & it's 2 chicken sandwich's, a cox's apple and a cookie...

in theory, in order to get 8 hours sleep, i should go to bed in 10 minutes... but i can still feel the food in my stomach and even if i went to bed, i don't think i could go to sleep very easily, however i will be in bed by 11... and hopefully i won't spend hours tossing and turning...

oh and i started writing another tune today, based on 2 notes from my moog that have been playing since thursday, quite possibly it's for baby bird, who officially has a name now, courtesy of a text from Kwo earlier (they told me and josiah on friday, and once josiah knows, it's safe to assume it's not long before everyone knows)...

Robin...

hence baby bird...

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baby bird

7 days have passed since it ended with me & emivore and i'm trying to slightly ritualise this moment, kiss the memories as they pass so as not to be haunted by them...

i saw baby bird yesterday, i didn't have to work over in homerton so after CM in the morning i went over to SP of stepney and Kwo's to meet with the 2-week old...

grace, josiah & M came up as well so it was quite a big visit, grace was irrepressible and i found myself bearing the brunt of her while the grown up's talked...

the baby is wonderful and sp told me a story that i love - that perhaps one day i'll retell here, but not yet...

me & dinah are in communication again, i don't have a huge amount of space for her in my head just now but at least we're talking...

and the sons of anarchy are in my life... i got hold of the 1st season, thinking that the series currently on 5 USA was the 2nd... i was going to catch up with them and then watch them weekly...

they arrived on thursday and i've watched everything but the last episode now,

just checked though, and 1stly the 5 USA thing is this 1st series, so i've already over taken them, and it's shown on wednesday's @ 10, which is when madmen is shown over on BBC4, so that's not going to happen, it looks like i'm going to get hold of as much SOA as i can and consume it madly...

it has helped me this week, what with my small but definite heart break...

also i'm buying the thing i wanted... retail therapy which for once i can afford... but won't be able to afford anything else for a little while...

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