march improv walking

this from thursday morning...

today though was a killer day, the day that the moon is closest to us... i took a walk... once this video was rendering... did the 2 part... got told i looked like a movie star in jai... then up to the big green... standard circuit...

found myself saying to an almost complete stranger: "look after that leg" as she left the shop...

lovely S in there asked me about my living stuff - landlord - and of course it brought it all to mind, put the afternoon in perspective, this area that i love, coming home to this flat that i love, that balthazara loves...

and it does make me sad... seeking advice on monday...

x

slightly further afield

funny old thing, living... i get that big shock last week and it rules my life for a week... then this week, even though the news is still the same, i'm much more relaxed and i'm back to thinking about the novel again, (not that that stopped last week),

as E tells me, i do need to to give my housing situation a lot of thought, but i will think about it in my own time... & today has been lovely...

oh & thanks felinity, it has been grim and will be grim again... but for now i'm ok...

i got up slowly, in the way that i do only on day offs in the week...

gradually working out to how to do what E wants me to do with her computer... then around 1:30 i look @ the time and i'm out of the house, doing the 2 part... just making it into jai before 2 for part 2 - the dall... then up to the big green bookshop and i order this years proust (novel writing cannot interrupt the slow moving proust)... and all three of them are in... even lovely S whose day off it is... and who has moved out of london... shockingly...

i agree to lend them my amp for their comedy night on friday, and then me & S walk up the road to alexandra palace station where he embarks further north, and i decide to cross the railway tracks and cycle through ally pally's park on the way home... not a journey i've ever really done, not like this anyway...

i met a man, watching the birds on the reservoir there - much interesting talk which may effect the novel (doesn't everything) about the ring main and the gulls... then cycling down on the edge of the park back to turnpike lane (the road) and home...

the sun shining underneath some forbidding clouds...

lovely...

x

where i've lived

a couple of hours ago or so i saw that the woodsman was about to start on channel 4 + 1... a film about a man struggling to come to terms with normal life after being released, a sex offender...

dinah was going to bed and i was toying with the idea of watching it, it's a great subject and one that's close to my heart... not that i'm a sex offender,

just that paedophiles get a horrible press in this country, in such a stupid, rabble rousing, hang them all way that even though the act itself is so hugely wrong, because of the stupidity of the press i end up wanting to show paedophiles more understanding...

like with many aspects of life there are those who want to show understanding and there are those who want to show hatred... so anyway i found myself online and lo & behold the films almost finished now and i'm still awake anyway, not having watched it...

a few years ago a popular, national, tabloid newspaper published the names and addresses of paedophiles all across country... a clear sign of hatred and possibly the beginning of my changing attitude and need for more understanding...

anyway, i find myself wanting to write a little description of where i live now and where i've lived, through the medium of google maps satellite view which is the same i think as google earth...


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i had a look back at blewbury and the definition is much better than it used to be... blewbury being ever so small and un-important... so indulge me, if you will... click on "view larger map", get rid of that daft balloon and check back here for directions...

you're looking at blewbury & you can see blewburton hill just to the east (the right).. you scroll out just until the picture gets worse... that more primary colours, grainier version that's been there for ages...

on the right of the map you'll see a river going north-south... centre on it and scroll inwards just one notch to get that better picture...

now follow the river south (down)... through a number of larger towns.. south-east, sometimes north, sometimes south, but always east...

follow it as it gets smaller in places and larger in places, until it gets really large and you can see many bridges going over it and it is in the shape of a capital M... in a city... it makes a capital M once before actually but this M has absolutely loads of bridges in it's top left hand corner...

(if you reach the millennium dome and the eastenders dip in the river you've gone just too far)

so with the M in the whole of the frame go directly north until you can see the new arsenal stadium... in the left of the frame, keep going north until you have the stadium bottom left of the frame, a pair of reservoirs directly to the north-east of the stadium, and a collection of 10 or so reservoirs roughly north-east of the pair...

zoom 2 notches in and centre on the pair of reservoirs, moving to the west a bit so that the pair of reservoirs is in the right of the frame and a park is in the left of the frame, the park has a train line running north-south immediately to it's west (left)... and on it's north-east edge it has a road, (running almost north-south at this point)... follow the road north...

after the park this road just meets other roads, until a bit of green on it's left, stop going north when that bit of green is at the bottom of the frame...

if that bit of green is at the bottom & in the centre of the frame then there is a line running almost diagonally across the frame, top left to bottom right, (the road we were following is itself heading a bit west as it goes north now)

that line you can see running diagonally was once a railway and it's now abandoned and indeed developed to the extent that it's hard to follow it on the ground, only visible from the air...

i currently live somewhere in the current frame, not far from that abandoned railway...

i have no idea whether or not this is easy to follow or indeed if anyone will follow it, so if you have a go please leave a comment as to whether it worked for you or not...

cue massive, rolling, tumble weed style silence...

now to bed x meeting dad tomorrow for a walking tour of london x