i mourn your passing

i don't know why but i was explaining to dinah about when i lost that piano almost 4 years ago...

also i'm now 35,

so i started remembering the song, "i mourn your passing... beautiful piano", line by line,

chunk by chunk, it was beautiful, proustian...

now i'm up writing down the words i remembered... found that post and i'd already remembered all that i had, but with one word wrong (old now, flawed then (better))

saw felinity, her G, dad, with dinah tonight in clapham, me & dad walked earlier around here, found much beauty i'd previously not seen, then on the way to clapham, on the tube with dinah i started videoing the umbrella hanging from the rail, i love it x

insomniac thoughts visions

can't sleep and i'm curious...

we watched "every cowgirl gets the blues" earlier, that was trippy...

started thinking about that episode of the simpsons with the space coyote...

and in amongst not sleeping and too much thinking i started to wish mikhael bulgakov had a myspace so i could put him in my top friends (similar to the desire that cp cavafy have a myspace for exactly the same reason)... which led me to this video... which is in ukrainian, so i don't understand it, but it looks great,

Mikhail Bulgakov


and to close, gazing at my swan & signets video, phone video through the youtube lens it's almost perfect... made me want to find this image/pattern in the interference...



ok, bed now x